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| Saturday, 18-Sep-2004 00:00 |
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These Lights..
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Where does it bring you ? How sure are you about your feelings? Some thing so wrong can feel so right.. Your confusion blinded you from seeing what is right.. But maybe that confusion is not there at all..
From time to time, people change, things change, you change.. We plan for the future but the result? Is in God's hands.. We can't put high hope and expectation because they might say goodbye by a single blow..
When the time comes, you will know from what you see but do you actually see the real thing or is it only an act they put up just to make you happy or are they trying to fit in?
The thing is, it sucks if you constantly are paranoid even about the most simplest things on earth.. But when it comes to the big major problem, you have no worries about anything.. You can close one eye and let it be..
Say, you are close with this one person you really admire but sometimes they act like they don't want you there.. You would obviously feel as if there's something wrong, right? Or maybe you are just being paranoid?
What more can i say, I'm getting sleepy.. I'll treat myself a whole big large Dominos pizza tomorrow, Maybe.. And wait for the fimiliar ring tone to sing out a name.. The one that i love and i hate to blame..
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| Friday, 17-Sep-2004 00:00 |
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::Randomly Picked::
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1# Chika and Abang@JJ's
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2# Jojee@ Breakers
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3#Nish n d Girls @ Zouk's toilet
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I NEED MY CAMERAAAAA I cant live like this.. It has been 17 days without my camera.. So many things flew right in front of my eye.. I couldn't catch it.. I couldn't reach it.. I fall...
I miss being able to annoy people by taking pictures of them quietly without their concern and when they see it in my lappie, they will go like "When the hell did you take this Pic????" hehehhe... that is so much fun! Plus whenever i'm down, snapping the little round silver-ish thinggie on the top right of the camera turns my frown upside down.. It brings the 'Ki' in me.. It makes the cloudy day happy and calm instead of making you feel weak and strengthless.. It makes the rainy days memoriable, just like sitting down with your loved ones, not saying a word, staring at the pouring drops of water while having your favorite cup of coffee accompanied by the Oh-So-Expensive-Ciggies... Get the picture??
I miss all that.. I miss those wonderful times i had with my old but still strong FujiFilm A101 1.3 mega pixel that is now resting..on my side table, not moving.. I need to send it back to the hospital for the doctor to check and give him a remedy..
I'm really getting restless without it in my bag, well, i am carrying another camera but it's the normal camera which will cost me a diamond of i take pictures with it.. I just cant help myself from taking stupid and silly pictures.. they make me smile i guess...
I get really frustrated if i only take less then 200 pictures when ever there's some occasion or just an outing.. I cant stand it when people have their cameras but they don't bother taking pictures... One more thing, if i spot that you have a camera, you're dead... its either the camera will follow me back home or you just gimme the damn thing and let me take pics! muahhahahhaa.... Well, my friends know me so well for them to keep away their cameras from me.. hehhehe... Don't worry guys, i am controlling myself from reaching out for that cute lil snappie thing... kekkeke.. *rightttt........!*
Oh well, this was just an emotion releaser session.. nyeh nyeh nyeh... All i have left now are all the pictures that were not published in the Fotopages before.. Any body wants to start donating money for my poor old lil sick camera?? Just lemme know.. *wink wink* ciaos.....
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| Tuesday, 14-Sep-2004 00:00 |
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Procrastination+Ciggies=Rainy Tuesday
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Got up on the wrong side of bed.. First of all, had 3 hours of sleep, was forced to watch Ju On and Ju On 2 by my brother in return because I asked him to help me do 4 logos for my Intro to Design class assignment that was due at 9am this morning. I'm not a fan of horror movies.. I hate suspense and my brother knows it. But thanks bro for finishing it for me.. I don't owe you anything because in our agreement i had to watch those 2 scary japanese movies... Okie.. lets not start on the movies now... Thank God I didn't have any nightmares.. I think probably because The time was too short for me to even dream about anything.. hehehhe...
Woke up realializing that the printer cable is missing and for that i couldn't print out my assignment which means that i have to save it in a cd or in any external drive, bring it to the printing shop and by then i won't be able to send it on time. Plus i was already late for my first class which was at 8am and JJ was calling me like thousand times (i had his assignments with me). Had no choice i had to burn the work into a cd which was taking me for ages. Went to college and got everything settled but by that time i was AGAIN late for the next class which was at 10 am. So after me and JJ passed up our assignment, we went back to McDonals where the rest were chillin. I felt so good after sending in the assignment because it was our first assignment and I don't want to make a bad impression =p And people.... I know i have said this so many times before, "I want to stop procrastinating!" but it never happens. But i'm gonna strive to make it happen!!! I CAN DO IT!!!
Taking about procrastinating, I told myself again and again that i should buy ciggies yesterday to stock up before they increase the price.but it was too late.. Usually a pack of 10s used to cost us RM 3.00, packs of 14 would be RM 4.70 and 20s were RM 5.40. Now they have raised the price of ciggies up to 20 %...*apply to Marlboro, Dunhill and those which are similar to em ciggies, I don't know bout other ciggies though, yes i'm selfish* CRAZY!!!!! Dang govt... Why are you torturing us??? even the alcohol price has increased up to 40%.. I guess they really love thier people huh.. Oh well... we'll live... but ciggisss???? OMG why???
Okie.. I better pull myself together now. Probably it's a sign for me to cut down, i repeat CUT DOWN not quit smokin. The phrase, "I wanna quit smoking." or "I will no touch ciggies anymore." are all bullshit! Why say things that you know you are not going to do, right? Why say things that you are not sure whether you are going to do or not? Okie, enough with all the emotional stuff. Me and my fellow survivers had enough bitching about the stupid price raising the whole day. No matter who i saw today, the topic bout ciggies didn't fail to come up. This will go on for a week or so and it will die off by the time we know it. For all we know, the grumbling,whining and complaining will be over and people will be buying and smoking freely like nothing happened. But i really hope to see a change this time....
I was raining heavily late this afternoon. The wind was blowing so hard accompanied my the fierce lightning and thunder storm. Nowadays, it has been raining cats and dogs everyday. JJ said it's good because at least it's not freakin hot that makes us sweat like a pig all day long. Though it rained, I still can feel the warm sensation at times, but still, that's like very seldom though. Rainy days would always take me in a mellow and calm mood that is very usefull especially when i have a bad day. Thus, like pouring cold milk in a mug that's half full of hot coffee, i think the rain helped me cool down a bit from the morning incident. Although I was tired and sleepy, I was enjoying the whole day because i missed 2 of my classes! MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.... Actually, no lah... I'm an angel.. I missed my class because I had reasons.. kekekke... I was happy because my baybee made me frown and then as always, he managed to turn the frown upside down without doing or saying anything at all.. And the people i was with today, they were great.. Love you guys.. Even though college sucks, there are still you guys to make it looks a bit brighter..  hehehe....
There you go.. 14-09-04 nothing special....
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| Thursday, 9-Sep-2004 00:00 |
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This is Debbie..
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| Monday, 6-Sep-2004 00:00 |
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My baybee and me..
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| Sunday, 5-Sep-2004 00:00 |
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Happy 21st Hetty!!!
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Hetty@Argentina, credits to JJ
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21... what a wonderful age to be huh? I still remember the days before i turned 20.. I couldn't accept that I was gonna leave the 'teen' away so i decided to keep it as 'twenTEEN' instead.. But this year.. it's 21.. It's not really a big number but i've always thought that people who are 21 are SO adult, if you know what i mean. But now... I just don't feel the way i thought it would be like.. It feels the same, i mean no changes or what so ever and I just don't feel like how i though it would be, except all the fuqed up things we are going through.. Striving for things that are not suppose to be ours yet.. Hehe...
Well, the most important thing is that, my bestfriend here, dearest friend Hetty has turned 21 and she is officially an old lady!!! Muahahhaha... Like what I've told her, I will soon join the club.. in like a month time. hehe.. What ever it is.. she still feels young and vibrant.. She doesn't feel depress or suffercated or anything... So i guess it's not so bad after all huh? hehehhe...
I still haven't gotten the chance to see her and chill with her yet.. and I'm missing her like crazy here.. Even though all she does is bully me most of the times.. But its okie!! I'm used to it already and enjoying it.. hahahhaa....
Anyway... I wnat you to know that I love you Hetty... And it will stay like that always always...
There's a lot to say.. but I can't get it out from my head now... Muakkkssssss.......
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY HETTY
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| Tuesday, 24-Aug-2004 00:00 |
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Lang Tengah Island
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8th till 12th of Aug... A bunch of us went to Lang Tengah Island. It was a four day trip and it has been a while. The memories from the trip are still fresh in my mind. From JJ lost his keys after the last minute shopping at OU and we thought that we are gonna miss the trip to Zuhri salah bus station to the long wait at the jeti in Kuala Terengganu to the very hot boat ride to arriving when all of us were very hungry to the first snorkeling trip to the boys were amazed with the sea cucumber to dinner every night to playing chor-tai-tee to getting wasted every night to me and JJ missing breakfast every morning to Ayu getting her period to more snorkeling trips to beach volley game to meeting Fred and Isabelle from... where again?? to karaoke with them to those two horny monkeys to me and JJ taking a walk on the beach till the rocks to Jeff's beach toilet to ayu and Atom damn anti-social ( but they had their reasons) to seeing baby sharks to Oh so beautiful Long Beach in Redang to me and JJ had so much fun "diving" in Lang Tengah.. hehehehhehhehhehhee..... to the last day.... Everything went by so fast.. Although we didn't do much, I Didn't feel like leaving though.
But on the boat back to Kuala Terengganu was unforgettable.. JJ surprised me with a question that I though he would never ask. Though many knew that we had something going on between us but they were cool about it by not saying anything at all. On the Island itself JJ was so comfortable with what ever he does. And I though when we get back to Kuala Lumpur, it's going back to our secret affair again. But things were different and I thank God for that. I know that there's a lot I have to put up with and same goes for him but we agreed that what ever happens, It's gonna be the same as it is, well... we'll see what happens.. It was not a shock to anyone of our friends including my Mom because so they didn't make a big fuss about our relationship which is good.
=) Although so many other interesting happened, nothing can beat how happy I am now.
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| Monday, 23-Aug-2004 00:00 |
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Zal and her guitar...
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| Quote: | though i've said it once before,
but baby i'm just makin sure,
you know that there is nothing more then you.
So they can take it all away,
I don't need them anyway,
i just wnat another day with you.
Some people looking foward to,
Things they can't afford to do
But all im looking foward to is you.
Some people just don't know what they have,
But boy i'm so gald i've got you
some people say they search all their life
but baby its so nice i found you
Some people what it all,
but i don't want nothing at all,
if it ain't you baby,
if i ain't got you baby,
some people want diamond rings,
some just want everything,
it means nothing,
if i ain't got you! |
taken from Alicia Keys feat. Kanye West.
'If I ain't got you' the remix..
A song for my Baby Boy..
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| Thursday, 19-Aug-2004 00:00 |
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The day Edmund and Eunice pierced their tongue..
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| Wednesday, 18-Aug-2004 00:00 |
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Day before yesterday was the first day of Fall 04 semester. Me, Eryl and Nurul came as early as 8am to college to beat the crowd at registery just to find out that we actually had to register our grouping subjects at KPD(our block) which is less then 5 mins(clear road)/30mins(traffic hours) drive from our mainblock. When we got to KPD, it was horrible! People were waiting there as if they were waiting for the ticket counter for Boys II Men concert to open. It was crazy. But somehow, with the wonderful friends, we managed to cut the lines and get our registering done without lining up for 2 hours. Thank God......
Pictures were taken before we went to KPD. Nurul's mom got back from UK and bought her this colorful note book that i like.. Damn..
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hehehe
